After the foyer, you walk down this hall. On the right, behind the forklift is the nuclear facility. It is a 76" diameter steel magnet accelerator, surrounded by 10 feet thick cement walls on all sides.

Another view of the wall.

The you turn the corner and walk down this hall. The nuclear facility is through the wall on the left.

Continue down this hall

Until you get to the Patients waiting room.

Which really looks like this:

On the other side of the waiting area, are two of the staff, at a stand of computers.

To the left of the computers, is part of the research lab.

After waiting, you walk past the computers (they look old), down a smaller hallway.

Down to an area, with more computers.

Then, there is this smaller room, where they dialate my eyes.

I sit there for a minute, then turn the corner and sit in this chair, in front of the proton beam.

They made a special mask for me last week at UCSF. They lock the mask, into the chair, then lock my head in the mask. I bit down on a mouth piece, which is also attached to the chair. This ensures I can't move.

Then they raise the beam right up to my eye, and direct it directly at the tumor.
A large needle is inserted into my eye to ensure the beam is directed at the right spot.
Everyone then leaves the room, and watches and directs the treament from outside the cement walls on these four screens.
Everyone then leaves the room, and watches and directs the treament from outside the cement walls on these four screens.
The screen on the upper left, shows me from above, so they can see that I do not move.
The screen on the upper right shows some settings on the beam and the angle of the beam, written with a sharpy on the screen.

The screen on the lower left shows me sitting behind the beam. Here the doctors are leaving the room

The screen on the lower right shows my eye, close up from a camera attached on the beam. They mark the iris with a sharpy on the screen, again to measure if there is any movement.
Another view of all four screens.
After about 2 minutes of the treatment, they take the whole assembly apart. At this point, I can leave out one of the back doors.
6 comments:
Oh, Good Lord, Leni, Such an ordeal! I can't imagine how strong you must be to endure all of this ... My heart goes out to you. Well, I guess the next step is up! Love, Gayiel
Thank you so much, Leni, for these pictures and for walking us through the process of your experience with radiation. Truly, you are the exemplary patient of the year. WOW!
Another short poem, this one from TUKARAM, a most famous saint from India.
IT'S THE SHELL TRICK
"It's the old shell trick with a twist:
I saw God put Himself in one
of your pockets.
You are bound
to find
Him."
Blessings, Ann
As I was reading your illustrated post I began to think about the convergence of individuals whose contributed to bringing about that one moment of healing for you, Leni...the thousands of children from all walks of life who, through varied means, intended or unintended, all grew up to be the researchers, scientists, doctors, computer programmers, reactor engineers, mask-makers, etc., whose lives have touched yours for the purpose of your healing. How Awsome is that! How much your Creator must value you.
Love, as always, and continued prayers of thanksgiving for your healing,
Sally
Thank you Leni for allowing me to be with you during this time. I am amazed at your strength and courage but not surprised. You are special and are in the capable arms of your medical team, your family and the Lord. He will continue to guide and protect you. With much love.
Leni
This is just an incredible experience...The photo journey leave me to gasp as the fear you must have felt walking down into this basement for this type of treatment. We are truly blessed that there are so many young research people who have the skill and training for simple folk like us.... god bless dear big sister karl
Leni,I just want you to know that everyone in scn at MGH,your in our hearts and prayers. Miss you alot, a prayer was overhead on intercom yesterday and all of us could have sworn it was your voice...you gave us sooooo much. Keep your eyes on the goal (and you do not need sight for this)...Jesus...We work for the Lord 24/7 to show people Jesus through our walk and words,help plant a seed and God does the rest...my dear friend you have planted, and planted and planted but Leni keep planting, I know you are retired and I'm sure your tired....but my dear friend you may not know it but you continue to plant seeds through your present earthly situation....You continue to make changes in our lives at scn and you are not there, We all love you...God Bless, Brenda (SCN)
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